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Does anyone ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you? And if people got close enough they would find out? by CleanChatsOnly · 13 hearts · 1 reply
Everytime I tell my therapist something about my childhood she looks horrified. I feel like an emotional terrorist sometimes. by Hostile Entity · 3 hearts · 0 replies
I've mostly presented with "quiet BPD" so when people cause me to split on the outside they end up majorly devalued and that's the end of that relationship because there's no reversing it lmao by Kookoo_Bananas · 4 hearts · 0 replies
I feel like I'm about to explode and I have no outlet for these feelings. The more I keep them in the more drained I feel, and sick. I currently feel like I'm getting the alcohol spins from from having emotions. by Kookoo_Bananas · 3 hearts · 4 replies
I literally never feel safe. Whether I'm hallucinating at home or majorly paranoid in public spaces, I can't shake the feeling of *something* out to get me or watching me/following me. by Kookoo_Bananas · 2 hearts · 2 replies
Feeling myself start to split because someone just lied and/or gaslighted me to my face is always fun 🙃 by Kookoo_Bananas · 2 hearts · 0 replies
Once I split on someone no holds barred, that's the end of the relationship. Whether it officially ends that day or 6 months from then, it's emotionally over for me bc most people can't get me to that point. by Kookoo_Bananas · 2 hearts · 0 replies
An app like this really helps with my black and white thinking. by Kookoo_Bananas · 2 hearts · 0 replies
You ever been in the middle of a euphoric episode and have a moment of self awareness realizing it's going to feel SO BAD when you come down? 😅 by Kookoo_Bananas · 2 hearts · 0 replies
Worst personality disorder ever! Too many people in my life have had this and it’s terrible to deal with! by Display Name · 3 hearts · 1 reply
