Mental illness and depression

"I can't be around you when you're like this" Lucky you, go be somewhere else then while I spiral in the darkness of my brain.

by Irihi · 0 hearts · 0 replies

Every time I hit my head with a rubber mallet, the crying stops real quick. It’s soothing and calms me down. I’m so hungry.

by sky blue_backyard · 0 hearts · 0 replies

Can't love a depressed girl who cry's herself to sleep every night 💔

by Ivory sky · 1 heart · 1 reply

Getting my 2nd ketamine treatment today

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 1 reply

I get my first ketamine treatment today. Here's hoping I feel better

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 0 replies

I feel like I've been having panic attack after panic attack for 2 fucking days

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 0 replies

Stuck in bed again. I fucking hate myself.

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 0 replies

I feel like I can't get out of bed today

by Antimony · 1 heart · 1 reply

I wonder if people regularly look down on me.

by MadnessAtNight · 2 hearts · 8 replies

I'm starting ketamine treatments soon. If that doesn't work, next step is ECT.

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 3 replies

I don't want to die. I just don't want to exist anymore.

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 0 replies

My psychiatrist wants me to consider admitting myself. I don't want to.

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 0 replies

Haven't bathed in over a week. I've been making do with bath wipes but I'm just too tired to take an actual bath or shower. I feel awful.

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 0 replies

Even the thought of food makes me nauseous. I just feel so low.

by Antimony · 0 hearts · 0 replies

Why does it feel like the world is going to end every time my insomnia hits bad?

by Irihi · 0 hearts · 0 replies

Gah. Meds are interfering with my painting process. Having difficulty with imagination. Just keep swimming.

by Geriatric Millennial · 2 hearts · 2 replies

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"I can't be around you when you're like this" Lucky you, go be somewhere else then while I spiral in the darkness of my brain.

Every time I hit my head with a rubber mallet, the crying stops real quick. It’s soothing and calms me down. I’m so hungry.

Can't love a depressed girl who cry's herself to sleep every night 💔

Getting my 2nd ketamine treatment today

I get my first ketamine treatment today. Here's hoping I feel better

I feel like I've been having panic attack after panic attack for 2 fucking days

Stuck in bed again. I fucking hate myself.

I feel like I can't get out of bed today

I wonder if people regularly look down on me.

I'm starting ketamine treatments soon. If that doesn't work, next step is ECT.

I don't want to die. I just don't want to exist anymore.

My psychiatrist wants me to consider admitting myself. I don't want to.

Haven't bathed in over a week. I've been making do with bath wipes but I'm just too tired to take an actual bath or shower. I feel awful.

Even the thought of food makes me nauseous. I just feel so low.

Why does it feel like the world is going to end every time my insomnia hits bad?

Gah. Meds are interfering with my painting process. Having difficulty with imagination. Just keep swimming.

Really sucks to have gained all the weight I lost a few years ago, due to meds. Need to buy new clothes for summer. I hate shopping.

Sometimes I just want everything to stop

I really hate feeling so sad all the time, I feel so much weight

the world seems to be so cruel and unforgiving