I'm torn on whether to have an abortion
Please don't.
While admittedly rare, abortions can and HAVE made it more difficult to concieve later in life because of scar tissue also. Plus you can have complications due to excessive bleeding and scar tissue. They also SELL your babies remains to various companies like cosmetic companies and medical research and they POCKET those profits!
My Aunt had one and always regretted it. My Mother wanted to have one and my Dad thankfully talked her out of it. I deserved to live!