magenta_scratch · 1 heart · 3 replies

I haven't had an official girlfriend in 5 years. I've never been single this long. I've had plenty of chances to seriously date but sometimes they lose interest or I just go back to drinking and let the relationscollapse

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by magenta_scratch · 0 hearts

I miss being loved so damn much. I don't want anyone contacting me. I just needed to say this out loud. I miss it. I am alone every single day. For thousands of days. I am so fucking lonely.

by paper_floor · 1 heart

I haven’t dated in 4 years. I understand

by magenta_scratch · 0 hearts

It's terrible. Honestly I'm not ugly or weird or anything but it kills my self esteem sometimes.