I think i may be trans, and I'm scared. I don't know what would happen to my life if I follow through, but I'm also frightened by what won't happen to my life if I don't. I don't know if I really am or not, either. 😶
As a trans woman who waited, I highly suggest looking into transitioning now while it's still legal
If you feel comfortable doing so and can find access to one, a gender therapist might be helpful. I saw one a few years ago, and she was great. She didn't push me one way or the other, merely helped me explore my feelings about my body and identity. Talking that out with someone really helped me. In my case, it helped me be more self aware and realize that hormones were necessary for me. And again, she didn't push me to do that. She was supportive of me either way. Talking to one might be helpful for you