I feel like I'm about to explode and I have no outlet for these feelings. The more I keep them in the more drained I feel, and sick. I currently feel like I'm getting the alcohol spins from from having emotions.
Whenever I get overwhelmed I bake a bunch and spoil my cats with treats and extra toys. It reminds me that I am good, I do good things, and no matter what happens there will be joy in my home because I'll make sure there is.
I haven't had a pet in a really long time and I wish I could change that. I didn't realize how taking care of another being was keeping me afloat until I no longer had that as an option 🙁
I think I have a few too many tbh 😅 so even they get overwhelming at times, But what they give back to me is worth more than I can even fully understand sometimes. I def recommend getting a fuzzy baby. They give me peace even if they do knock everything over in my house lol
I wish I could. But I'm not in a position to provide them proper care and it would be selfish for me to get one for my needs only to give them less than the minimum they deserve.